Sunday, November 18, 2007 @7:26 AM
Today i wasnt very happy ,Thinking of why are we often compared to those who are more unfortunate then us . That is only self consoling . I've been thinking for very long , why does it happen , well I often get over it , but when I am angry , I thought of the same old problem again , same old damn problem , unsolvable .
You know what do I really hate ? I hate people telling me what to do , no matter if you are right , I am wrong . Yes I agree I must change myself , but not to following people orders to do what I do not like . I do what I like , I do not care what you people think . YEs I may be wrong , however , I am happy being wrong at least .
Second thing , I hate people telling me what to do again and again when i dont like it . i hate people continously asking me something when i already said I DON"T KNOW . I hate peole scolding me for nothing wrong i have done , if you think i did wrong , suits you , do not implant your llife into mine , that lowly life of yours .
For time and time again I think i hated a lot of things , I really hated a lot of things . i felt i was always wrong , but some people out there , will know me . I have to show them i can retaliate , I lose my temper before , but no one cares . I am happy not when i eat really tasty food , I really love eating instant mee goreng and strawberry fruitshake .
But I have a freind that is really close to me , and i must really thank him . that person is wei jie . He let me know what kinda sports i like . although he is a little lazy or sort of uncaring , I guess a friend able to share my secret is enough , further more I am also uncaring and lazy ( sorry wei jie , for speaking bad bout you ) . well my sister is scolding me again , right now when i am typing this post I guess i shall leave it to her . Well its been a tired day and i must wake up tomorrow , early , and maybe have a plate of mee goreng in the afternoon? i really hope going to school bring surprises to me :) ... finally i smile , when i am think of something , really , really beautiful
Thank you MR . BLOGSPOT . for listening to my unhappy and boring story .
CHaNgE Me