Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @5:01 AM
Through these years , I have been asking myself something , Why do other people have so much friends from other classes , yet I dont have that much , why i just cannot make an effective effect into these people , why aint I popular ?.
However now i just believe popularity aint Important , most importantly is i uphold justice and not let popularity get over me . however also , being popular aint very good . I have Friends that is already enough . Someone may say this is just an excuse . yes it may be it in your eyes , however thats what you think . I chose to be what i want . what's wrong with being number 2 or 3 or 4 or even the last ?
Sometimes people ask me why am i so shy and i dont have the courage to make frineds with others or even my relatives , i dont talk to them ? I've been thinking about it and i think only god knows the answer , so if you want to know , die and go up and ask :)
So anyway , new year is coming , and i really dont know how to make it an enjoyable one . i often have people asking me a lot of questions during new year , and I just make a smile and answer them .
One more thing is i hate people asking me why am i like that . Why have you got to know why am i like that? I really dont know whats happening in my life , what if everything can go as the way i like? wouldnt it be good?
I have found out i hate a lot of things , I want people to understand me . Is not that i dont want , is just that i cannot .
All the Things i want , i will try my best to get it , i shouldnt be afraid anymore . Well thats for what i want . AS for popularity and sociallisation , lets leave it a side HEHE . I feel really happy in school and alone , am i getting emo? sigh ARH PLEASE i cant RESIST iT ANYMORE!!!!
Wa my teachers are so fierce , thier temper would soon be realeased , welll hope that it is not on me ... okay i got to go , byebye !!!
If you hear my song
would you understand how i feel?
would your eyes be filled with tears?
although it is an incomplete melody
That is my Real voice ...
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Friday, January 25, 2008 @5:21 AM
I am so tired these days ... But I am really happy going to school somehow =)
My weekends are wasted again . I have to go ngee ann poly to do a stupid foosball project again . sigh . I am really so busy , I hope to have more days of rest first , then continue with my studies.
My body is going to colapse anytime soon . My precious time to sleep tomorrow is gone!!!
god tell me how am i going to rest , i dont want to go to the thing , There's nothing else i could say except " I am very tired!!"
my arms feel like loads of weights clinging on me
okay lets talk about some interesting things , i was so making a mistake on thursday , lucky i have wonderful friends who would forgive me ...
i have to say a big thank you to you all!
Okay thats all for today , i dont even know what homework i have now , sigh next week got physics test . bye ...
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Saturday, January 19, 2008 @8:48 PM
WAZAZAZAZAZAZ , I ,Marvin is back . beware for the most fearsome creature ever a life !
I just found out that homeworks got my cramps last week . I was like sleeping at twelve and doing 4 maths questions in 4 hours . Impressive eh?
Well i have so much homework that i felt so relieve to have time to do it on sundays . however there is one thing . And that is i dont feel like doing it . first lesson on the meaning of life , people yearns for something , however when they get it , the dont use it and instead yearn for other things .
Okay , now for the physics part . firstly physics is like so difficult . and thre was this time when i raised up my hand and mr lee saw me but the amazing thing ws that he did not come to me . this repeated for three times when he finally walk away . as in AWAY .
i did not write this whole thing a a time , i was like writng one paragraph after finish on maths question
now i am having potato chips . taste great .
Okay thats all , i have a serious headache
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Saturday, January 12, 2008 @4:31 AM
Two days of Fun at the camp ... Really , although it was tiring .
Now I have lots of trouble because i missed the lessons during the two days .
I have troubles trying to figure out how to do my homework . But never mind , I can do it , I have friends to ask .
Now , Many people are not able to be trusted , and because of this , i have to be more careful .
What have i got to do .
oh my ... i tanned myself to black ...
Now i have to solve this problem . maths problem . sigh ... Got to go !
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Sunday, January 6, 2008 @2:13 AM
Why is everyone so free on Sunday . Well you should not be , life is getting tougher on sundays . there is only one thing that is good on sunday and that is i can wake up later . thats all.
It is pretty boring as i hve so little time to do what i needed to do . i just cant find the infor i want , why doesnt she makes it clear what she want before she dies , then my job would be easier .
okay , nucleuse and cells are very complicated , biology is very complicated . i feel so bad down here , god please save me . thanks you . make me adapt
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Friday, January 4, 2008 @11:59 PM
It have not been very long from the holidays and now i have started to miss it . okay not throughly everything in the holidays . i should say i miss the days before holidays . the happy times i spent with my terrific class . sometimes i realy think something goods must come with something bad . this is the way of life .
I felt that social studies is so much work , why have this person got to die , if not i will not have to do so much work . still there is one bit of happiness in schhool reopening , i cant wait for the camp , seems fun . however it is not really easy to get the secondary ones to work together , it would be so difficult , their rebellious nature , i hope thats they would work with me to finsh the two days i got to admit the best time of the days is reces and after school so i can meet my friends! my real friends . And i sure do hope that i can succeed easily in the next two years .
Talking about my home life , actually it aint anything much cause it is still the same , i just hope that things can happen more smoothly for me . and my mundane life can get a little more intersting . and someoneplease stop saying things of high stupidity and please stop bootlicking other people , blogs are bad , cant venge or my anger or i may get a letter from the lawyer soon.
Wang lee hom somg reminds me of many times i had with 2G and just makes me sadder every second . now i need someone who could come and help me , lol i need a helper everytime .
Oh my god , i keep saying this phrase these few days , i wonder what have this got to do with god . Aint very easy to lead my life . my life is aboutto be "lame" to death . people in my classs just knock over me and dont seem to realise it . Do they have some sickness or what? And furthermore this aint the first time , it is always like that . Man cant thay be one bit kind a little ? Sigh ...
Time is so precious , time with friends and time for homework , time in class aint very precious .
Got to go continue my homework . so long my friends .
CHaNgE My ClAsS
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Thursday, January 3, 2008 @7:06 AM
School officially sucks . not the learning . but something .... hais cant say it , sad . I am sick of my luck . Have i done something wrong? so god send me this stupid t****** ( thats not any vulgar word ) . and my stupid c********* ( this too ) , okay not all but ...
Today was a very shit day , thought of a song , i created this ;)
Social study aint very fun
lots of homework to be done
Class is a pretty shit
Not even worth laughing a bit
i miss my friends from different places
yet we all have one goal
GOALS as in it
Y'know as in GOALS
very typical shit song from me , lol .
now there are many unpleasant things happening to you , more of them to me , i regretted saying most of the teachers to be bad , fact is the arent , they are good and pretty impresive . i realise my mistake , when that stupid bitchy F***** appeared ( not vulgar ) . my life is so down
and now i have to cut this stupid hair . phew lucky gatsby and good look is there for me to help me .
not very fun fun lif for a not very fun guy and a very funny hair i got with a very nice life about to be cruched T.T . I want you , yes you come an get me out of hell , take me to a place i belong , the place of 43 hearts 1 soul .
♥ I Believe in
Forever love