Happy birthday pop! pop= father
And hes watching his favourite idol now! woo by the number of candle he is only 39 years old!
ALpha kept telling me to find why i do SSS , is there a definite answer? Why? i really dont know , i guess i will not find the answer in one day , i will continue to search for it.
I feel really tired , this feeling of tired is making me fear i dont i have never felt so tired before , i want to pay attention in class , seeing everyone head rising and listening to the teachers talking makes me jealous , i dont wanna lag behind in my studies i want to continue to be the best . however i know that my tiredness will not allow me to do so My homeworks are crowding , a solution may be to choing it throught the night , but burnging night oil will make me tired and lose attention in class.
In class nothing can go into my ear. with prefectorial meetings on the other hand i really dont know how to have 8 hours of sleep anymore
I may seem stupid talking about sleep, but to me this is very important , well maybe to me alone.
I am shouting all over cause whenever work comes in , i think about my sleep , how it will be gone , and i really dont like it .
I dont want to lag behind , i dont want to give up SSS too.
HOW? tell me how
Why?I dont know
SSS is fun at times , yea its interesting , but this is bothering me , hope to find a answer soon.
I hope the people around me understand , its not i dont want to do, i just want to have enough sleep. Its not i dont want to sleep , its just that i have to finish the task.
Sigh , when i feel tired , just cant get anything done.
I think i found the answer to doing SSS , i must finish SSS , so i can go to bged as soon as possible.
Forever love