Breaking Free ;

Sunday, July 27, 2008 @7:57 AM

Should I talk now?
Should I Laugh now?

Those hurtful words, yet i have to Act like I am not affected.

I am not happy yet i have to act happy.

I am angry yet I have to act not angry.

My likings are deleted and become someone you like.

I just want to talk to a stranger, someone I dont know, never talk to before, feels the same as me.

I wish I am stronger

This world is getting smaller, I cant run, cant hide
How am i suppose to keep that smile there longer
How do I continue facing you.
What melody is twriling and swirling in my ear,
helping me.

ALright Marvin, a sleep and everything would be over, and begin, again.

♥ I Believe in
Forever love

Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @8:30 AM

DEfinition of emo.

In a state of sadness, not wanting to talk to people. Feel that no one is caring for you, people are misunderstanding you.

I get EMo too sometimes, yea maybe something unwanted happen. Or maybe you heard something like " Lee hom is a bad singer ". I get really sad, but i got no choice, the wolrd is like this, there a bound to have someone that hates what you like. However I know, deep down, I can feel for his songs, and not just me, also to all fans of lee hom.

I've seen people being emo. maybe cause they are angry or sad or lonely. But physcologically, maybe they are lonely, yea i heard the doctors saying this. Maybe we should really lend a helping hand. I think they will reject at first, ya know the body way of protecting itself. But we should really help and understand them. ( I feel like i am talking crap )

Oh well, There are so many weird people around us, or maybe not weird, but unique. I thought i am really pitiful ( and i still think so ). but there are people out there more pitiful than me. At leats i can understand lee hom's song. too bad some people cant, that's why they emo.

It feels good to be happy, crack stupid jokes. Lamest is a cure for emo. Its true. ARh Ive been thinkin about all those things ive heard and i am trying to calm down, all those tings I have been through. and Ive been thinkin bout lots of things.

HEY how can i not get emo when people say CHINKED out is useless???

But nvr mind, as lee hom says, there is no need to care about critism from people who dont understand the topic.

I tried to male people happy by being the same as them, so some sort like a fake self, thats why i seldom talk to people. But sometimes it is just too difficult to adapt.

They dont know how thier words affect me,
Maybe its because i dont appear to care,

I dont get angry for the things I like,

It may seem to be something minor,

But it really does affect me.

ITs so difficult to make sure no one gets angry because of me,

IVe tried to make everyone happy,

But instead of appreciating,

They pushed that damn luck.

I only get angry infront of people I am close to.

SO please bear with it.

Lee homs gets a little emotional too...

♥ I Believe in
Forever love

Sunday, July 6, 2008 @7:18 AM

Aw man its been so long.

I think no one have ever came here since the last time i blog.

Never mind its okay. just fora little update so i can remember what happens 10 years later.

Yesterday was the school anniversary and the happiest thing was that i brought alot of chickens back home!

Everything was alright I think, and the food was great, and cold.

Great lee hom is releasing a new album!

Damn his concert should be around next year september = I cannot watch!

THings aint goin well for me.

SO please give me a little smile to cheer me up! and hear my voice

♥ I Believe in
Forever love