Breaking Free ;

Sunday, February 15, 2009 @5:44 AM

Why does it seems like its going to get really far,
Everything will begin as strangers again.
I think it may be better as strangers.

I shouldn't be thinking about this,
It's affecting my life and studies.
Maybe you're right, maybe after that many things,
then...

♥ I Believe in
Forever love

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @4:23 AM

I've break record for the longest time not blogging?

It have been a month since school reopens. I last posted before "Heart.Beat" came out. This year ain't like previous year. Early in the year and you can feel the stress of O level settling in our hearts.

A lot happened in this one month. A lot of memorable and unforgettable things. Shocking and maybe a little regretful over what I've done.

Sec one Orientation Camp

I have prepared a lot for this camp. The equipments were all under me and Duncan and we have to risk our life to get it for the sec ones! A lil exaggerated. But I was a fun time working with duncan. I think he is one of the only few I can work well with in the prefects. I didnt really enjoy the camp. It felt better working with Catherine and Siti last year. It was really enjoyable last year.

Camp Zenith@ Nepal

I still remember how excited I was when I received the form from Madam yeo. I really thought that I could go. However due to medical conditions, my Dad did not allow me to go. It wasnt really hurting at that point of time. However, all the trainings, Dancing, and even subjets about it, made me feel so remorseful. I wonder if I pushed my parents, would there be a different scenario now.

Everything related to that trip makes me feel empty though. All the fun missed. Today's briefing was the worst. I should not have went. Didnt feel good.

I think I should'nt go to the training with them anymore. I've I do, I might think evenmore. So I pray to God that in the march holiday, something good can happen to me and, don't make me regret not going. Anyway, guys, have fun over there.

SSS and Graduation night.

I am really very busy to be talking over such things. SSS is pretty safe. For graduation night, I might have to work a little harder to complete all my task. Well I know I can do it but I am a little lazy so I am afraid this lazyness will cause me to not complete my task.

My wishes: Go KBOX as soon as possible to sing my hearts out.
Forget about Nepal.
MORE chances. Oh I mean some, cause currently I dont have any.
IMprove in my grades

The same group of people, talking about things I dont want to hear.
I observed silence, having nothing to say.
Whether is it the journey, or the person.
One of them is exciting, while the other, is beautiful.

Thank you lee hom. your songs make me feel very happy at this point of time.

Everyday when I feel unhappy,
I would turn on the radio and insert your CD.
Blast the rock music, and smile, just slightly.

♥ I Believe in
Forever love