Maybe I should leave this place when I grow up.
I will migrate to somewhere far far away.
I am sick of this shit, It's not like i hadn't been trying.
I've been trying to use as many sophisticated vocabs on msn or in blogging.
I've been making a notebook to note down all the new words I see.
I've been trying to remind myself to write as slowly as possible.
I tried my best when writing down the note.
Its hard to acheive something that just seem so distant
when your not the best being the best, it does not mean you are bad right?
I think i am just rowing a boat agasint the stream,
One direction I am pushing myself,
The water just push me back.
When can someone ever notice my sorrows, my depression.
When can someone be proud of my acheivements.
Am I really that good and camouflaging my emotions?
This is way too ridiculous. People showing me unhappy faces everyday like its a hell of a shit my fault?
I Always try to say something to make you all happy, I always show the more out going side of me despite of all the problems, stress I faced.
I just plead for you all to understand my character a little bit. Is it really that difficult? I always do things to suit their characters, why cant they just do the same to me.
I am not emo, I am damn furious!!
I would have seen the eclipse a hundred times before any motivational words come out. urgh
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Forever love
"I was meant to tread on water, but now I've gotten in too deep.
For every piece of me that wants you, another piece backs away"
You give me something - James Morrison
Read up on my Zodiac sign, Libra, the weighing scales.
Libras are very indecisive, as they often sought to make decisions that will make other people happy, therefore making themselves the ones that loses out.
Seems like me right? Maybe you would not agree with that, but the fact is, I really do not wish to see any people around me feeling sorrowful. I just want them to smile, A smile, sincere one, can brighten up my day, always.
I am thinking way too much, always wondering if someone would be furious with me cause of something I've done. Is this a positive quality? I am not really sure too.
Madam Yeo was eulogising Qi Guang being good leader and knows when to say "no" at the right time. Libras are often not able to reject certain request as they do not wish to see people being sad or angry. That makes me completely opposite.
Today, after going to school, abd after meeting wiht Xing lai, I feel especially elated. Although he scolds vulgar languages, miraculously, these harsh words made me felt happy, Its like scolding them, Can make me lash out unhappy thoughts buried in my heart.
I want to go sing my hearts out.
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Forever love
Today's mother's day!
May all mother out there have a joyful and full happiness day.
Here's some photos
Picture 1:
Went to popular to get these gifts for my mum yesterday.
picture 2:
Went to eat steamboat wiht relagives and family
picture 3:
me and sis
picture 4:
Mum.
ok today's a not bad day. I guess there's still much homework, gotta go!
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Forever love
Stepping on slippery steps, It began with fear.
Soon, We found out that it aint dangerous after all, as we get more secured.
The very next second, a mistake resulted in you stumbling down the stairs.
I think I spent my life worrying about things that should not be significant.
I should be more true to the people around me, even if they do not approve, at the very least, that's still me.
Watch Oprah winfrey today. It was about special children i guess, children with disabilities.
I cried at one particular case.
This child, named Eliot was born wiht a hole in he heart.
The dotors exclaimed that she wouldnt liv for too long.
her parents was of course devastated, but they did not give up hope.
Every single day of her life was recorded down on Video cameras, and her parents celebrated every single day that she was alive, breathing.
Until her 99th day, she left the earth. I think her parents did not cry, but I, even through the screen, I can feel thier grieve and sorrows.
I think Love is something amazing.
A father's trust for a child addicted to drugs.
A mother's love for a child that she can even sacrifice herself.
This world, is it not filled with love? I think even the most heartless guy out there, must have someone he cares about. =)
♥ I Believe in
Forever love
Forever love