Thursday, May 28, 2009 @6:11 AM
Maybe I should leave this place when I grow up.I will migrate to somewhere far far away.I am sick of this shit, It's not like i hadn't been trying.I've been trying to use as many sophisticated vocabs on msn or in blogging.I've been making a notebook to note down all the new words I see.I've been trying to remind myself to write as slowly as possible.I tried my best when writing down the note.Its hard to acheive something that just seem so distantwhen your not the best being the best, it does not mean you are bad right?I think i am just rowing a boat agasint the stream,One direction I am pushing myself,The water just push me back.When can someone ever notice my sorrows, my depression.When can someone be proud of my acheivements.Am I really that good and camouflaging my emotions?This is way too ridiculous. People showing me unhappy faces everyday like its a hell of a shit my fault?I Always try to say something to make you all happy, I always show the more out going side of me despite of all the problems, stress I faced.I just plead for you all to understand my character a little bit. Is it really that difficult? I always do things to suit their characters, why cant they just do the same to me.I am not emo, I am damn furious!!I would have seen the eclipse a hundred times before any motivational words come out. urgh
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