Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @7:26 AM
Okay, this blog is dead since ages. let's clear some dust here and there.
Alright, a post since a long time, but not a positive one, definitely not something to rejoice about
I got a
B3 for chinese
I am
crest fallen and just totally
dejected and frustrated.
I sort of predicted i would get this grade, not like its a surprise to me, but i just felt that i lost a good chance to get A1, which would be significant on my result slip.
Urgh I am feeling really no good and i dont know what to say. Sort of acted to be a lil happy in class, didnt know if it worked out.
And even if i retake, would it really help? would the momentum still be the same as last time?
I am not sure of the answer, wondering around. I have decided to retake, but i dont think i have the motivation to study that well again.
I wished and prayed to get a distinction.
here's the funny part, the first few that got a distinction that i knew was javier and kai ling. and they said not many got distinction, so i just told myself that theres like maybe one vacancy left for me to fill.
but
I totally forgetten jia wen and li hao was like the best chinese students in class. -.-"
so the truth came out, i didnt get distinction.
If I get like one mark below A2, lets assume i did, I would kill the person who marked my compo.
ok for a lighter side, lets talked about something happier,
humph
......
nope cant think of any. its a very bad day.
And I have to study SOCIAL STUDIES
Whats the point, I write till my hands corrode and i get pathetic marks
and the most stupid thing is, when you see people writing like 1/3 of yours and they get marks like 3 times higher.
URGH I need more time to pick up myself, when its just two days to prelim.
I DONT WANT TO STUDY!!!!!!