Music-Man

2009-08-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

Okay, this blog is dead since ages. let's clear some dust here and there.

Alright, a post since a long time, but not a positive one, definitely not something to rejoice about

I got a B3 for chinese

I am crest fallen and just totally dejected and frustrated.
I sort of predicted i would get this grade, not like its a surprise to me, but i just felt that i lost a good chance to get A1, which would be significant on my result slip.

Urgh I am feeling really no good and i dont know what to say. Sort of acted to be a lil happy in class, didnt know if it worked out.

And even if i retake, would it really help? would the momentum still be the same as last time?
I am not sure of the answer, wondering around. I have decided to retake, but i dont think i have the motivation to study that well again.

I wished and prayed to get a distinction.
here's the funny part, the first few that got a distinction that i knew was javier and kai ling. and they said not many got distinction, so i just told myself that theres like maybe one vacancy left for me to fill.

but

I totally forgetten jia wen and li hao was like the best chinese students in class. -.-"

so the truth came out, i didnt get distinction.

If I get like one mark below A2, lets assume i did, I would kill the person who marked my compo.

ok for a lighter side, lets talked about something happier,

humph
......
nope cant think of any. its a very bad day.

And I have to study SOCIAL STUDIES

Whats the point, I write till my hands corrode and i get pathetic marks
and the most stupid thing is, when you see people writing like 1/3 of yours and they get marks like 3 times higher.

URGH I need more time to pick up myself, when its just two days to prelim.

I DONT WANT TO STUDY!!!!!!

Something inside me

2009-07-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

For ages this thing inside me has been causing me problems.

You know, on occasions, when i received help from someone, I would like to express my gratitude to them, but this something inside me sorts of make me tongue tied whenever i attempt to say thank you.
Anyone who's reading this might think that this is really ridiculous and stupid.
Yea I find it weird too, but is not like i can control it.
Also I find it hard to approach people and talk to them, although i really want to. I think I look like a real cold blooded animal in front of everyone.

This post really is random.

2009-07-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!

Alright here's what happened.

For the past few weeks, My body, heart and mind are all spent on preparing myself for prelims and stuff. I really spent time revising. However, the results obviously didnt show it.

Although i am disappointed, crestfallen, BUT I still have to continue working on, Its not like if i am sad, the o lvls wont come to me.

BUT!

No matter how terrific/ Pathetic you're results are, you still need a little break.
therefore from thursday onwards it was

LAN
SOCCER
MOVIE
EIGHTEEN CHEFS
BADMINTON
COMPUTER GAMES
SAKAE SUSHI
SENTOSA!

no studying at all!

Haha it was great, this few days.

A simple smile
A mundane wave
is enough.

2009-07-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

TRANSFORMERS 2 : REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

is super FANTASTIC!

ok I know that it is late for me to update at this point of time.

Caught The film at 24th june, There was like SO many bookings all around the island, and we have to settle at SG yishun.

My Favourite Character is actually SIDESWIPE

He is a perfect autobot.

The major scence of him was in Shanghai.

He was assigned to chase down sideways. A silver Audi R8.

After managing to avoid the twins (i think one of them was a ice cream truck or something)
He rampaged on the streets of shanghai

Sideswipe just did a somersault over him, Stab his knife in front of the decepticon and just pull his Sword over the decepticon's body, severing it into two, finishing it off instantly.

He ended of with

"Damn, I'm Good"

Here's a picture of sideswipes

He is a Chevrolet Corvette.

And The part where bumblebee cried was very cute!

2009-06-17T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hey yo!!!!!

Today went to the Party World in Yishun Safra and sang Karaokay!!!!
It was totally awesome. I dont really go to K much and today was a fantastic Day. Four hours is just too little!
Alright, I think I Did not sing really well today, at least tnot my usual singing self.
However the really fun part was when we are singing yao gun zen me le when Duncan And i just shout like theres nobody out there.
hope to watch transformers next week!

Photos next time!

You made me realise what a hypocrite really is,
Your actions disgust me,
I am so foolish to have trust you over and over again.

2009-06-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

Today's paper was.. demoralising.

Paper one:
I thought i wrote well for Si han, until jia wen told me i read the question wrongly
I was okay for the compo, but the ending is shit.

Paper two:
Not very good, the compre 2 was okay, the rest was not. simple.

Okay apart from this, i would like to take a breather, but i can't, there's too much work, should i rest or should i work. this is really a hard choice.
Today was a rather relaxing day, hard to find some time out with friends. went to the japanese food court, had baked rice, saw jia wen and suxue.

I just finished my exam, i came back with the mundane job:
People making people unhappy.
I try to make people happy.
In the end nobody happy.

This kinda life sucks, Next time when i find a girlfriend, ill find who is forgiving, vibrant, a smile on the face everyday, wont get angry. I an tired of people getting angry, showing their outrageous emotion in front of me (although is not my fault).

Just one very simple phrase, hit my house with a 1o.1 earthquake.

Sometime i really wish there's someone for me to talk to, to blabber out my problems. i am tired of beinging the listening side. sucking in all the problems, aint releasing any.

2009-05-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

Maybe I should leave this place when I grow up.
I will migrate to somewhere far far away.

I am sick of this shit, It's not like i hadn't been trying.
I've been trying to use as many sophisticated vocabs on msn or in blogging.
I've been making a notebook to note down all the new words I see.
I've been trying to remind myself to write as slowly as possible.
I tried my best when writing down the note.
Its hard to acheive something that just seem so distant
when your not the best being the best, it does not mean you are bad right?

I think i am just rowing a boat agasint the stream,
One direction I am pushing myself,
The water just push me back.

When can someone ever notice my sorrows, my depression.
When can someone be proud of my acheivements.
Am I really that good and camouflaging my emotions?

This is way too ridiculous. People showing me unhappy faces everyday like its a hell of a shit my fault?
I Always try to say something to make you all happy, I always show the more out going side of me despite of all the problems, stress I faced.
I just plead for you all to understand my character a little bit. Is it really that difficult? I always do things to suit their characters, why cant they just do the same to me.

I am not emo, I am damn furious!!

I would have seen the eclipse a hundred times before any motivational words come out. urgh

2009-05-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

"I was meant to tread on water, but now I've gotten in too deep.
For every piece of me that wants you, another piece backs away"

You give me something - James Morrison

Read up on my Zodiac sign, Libra, the weighing scales.

Libras are very indecisive, as they often sought to make decisions that will make other people happy, therefore making themselves the ones that loses out.

Seems like me right? Maybe you would not agree with that, but the fact is, I really do not wish to see any people around me feeling sorrowful. I just want them to smile, A smile, sincere one, can brighten up my day, always.

I am thinking way too much, always wondering if someone would be furious with me cause of something I've done. Is this a positive quality? I am not really sure too.

Madam Yeo was eulogising Qi Guang being good leader and knows when to say "no" at the right time. Libras are often not able to reject certain request as they do not wish to see people being sad or angry. That makes me completely opposite.

Today, after going to school, abd after meeting wiht Xing lai, I feel especially elated. Although he scolds vulgar languages, miraculously, these harsh words made me felt happy, Its like scolding them, Can make me lash out unhappy thoughts buried in my heart.

I want to go sing my hearts out.

2009-05-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

Today's mother's day!

May all mother out there have a joyful and full happiness day.

Here's some photos

Picture 1:

Went to popular to get these gifts for my mum yesterday.

picture 2:

Went to eat steamboat wiht relagives and family

picture 3:

me and sis

picture 4:

Mum.

ok today's a not bad day. I guess there's still much homework, gotta go!

2009-05-04T07:22:00.000-07:00

Stepping on slippery steps, It began with fear.
Soon, We found out that it aint dangerous after all, as we get more secured.
The very next second, a mistake resulted in you stumbling down the stairs.

I think I spent my life worrying about things that should not be significant.
I should be more true to the people around me, even if they do not approve, at the very least, that's still me.

Watch Oprah winfrey today. It was about special children i guess, children with disabilities.
I cried at one particular case.

This child, named Eliot was born wiht a hole in he heart.
The dotors exclaimed that she wouldnt liv for too long.
her parents was of course devastated, but they did not give up hope.
Every single day of her life was recorded down on Video cameras, and her parents celebrated every single day that she was alive, breathing.
Until her 99th day, she left the earth. I think her parents did not cry, but I, even through the screen, I can feel thier grieve and sorrows.

I think Love is something amazing.
A father's trust for a child addicted to drugs.
A mother's love for a child that she can even sacrifice herself.

This world, is it not filled with love? I think even the most heartless guy out there, must have someone he cares about. =)

2009-04-24T04:18:00.001-07:00

This week was a Fun, exciting, and a week full of surprises.

First up. The Prefects Investiture.

This year was pretty like the previous one, just walked up the stage and didnt some Ridiculous/Handsome posture, resembling the model getting walking through the runway.

This is my final year as a prefect, from receiving orders to giving orders, I have definitely grown a lot. The prefectorial board broaden my circle of mates and I get to know more people. There's a lso so much more about the society that i have understood.

Now's the time for me to let go of this workload and past it the the younger generation, I am sure they have equal, or even more potential then us. They'll lead the prefectorial board to a greater heights.

This few days have also been very happy and delightful. I have a very positive feeling and i hope it goes through swift and successfully. haha :)

Thanks buddy, for all.

2009-04-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is NAPFA test.

Every year, I dread the five items, as I would not be able to complete the pull up, due to my physical disability. I used to think, maybe I should just not go to Napfa test.

However, this year, I reminded myself of "one litre of tears". Aiya, She can't do many things, but not matter what, there would be something that she would be able to accomplished.

Think I'll be going for the other four items. However, I aint good at them either. laugh out loud, dont worry, Ill just go for it.

I recently think being emo really suck. I hate emo people. haha. I am going to be a vibrant person!

2009-03-21T08:22:00.000-07:00

2009-03-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

If you said watching teen titans was not mature.

LIKE I CARE DUH!!!

TEEN TITANS IS UBER IMPRESSIVE!!!!!

Hah! hooked onto teen titans after watching okto's teen titans

Their movie trouble in tokyo is terrific too!!!

I like Starfire ALOT,

I love Raven too!!!!!!

Man, So sweeet Talking about childhood days

2009-03-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

A Change

Maybe I am just able to accept this, But I know, So many things have change.

The Distance between so many people around me.

Some went further, some went closer, Some didtn change at all.

I wonder why I Think so much these few days, I hope everything would hav stayed the same.

I thus came to a conclusion for what happened, we must spend time on something to keep that something going. I didnt.

So Can I go back to last time, when we were all happy.

2009-03-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

I feel so tired doing all these.
Hah, I really dont have this mindset of doing something cause I want something back kay?
I just want my sleep back.
I just want myself back.

Maybe I'll go crazy someday.

Alright. Its twelve and i am still doing SS homework.
Tomorrow At 12 I might be Doing SSS presentation.
Don't have to share the workload.
I need someone to consult about my problems.
Dont leave just yet.

I want to play. And Play, and play

2009-02-15T05:44:00.000-08:00

Why does it seems like its going to get really far,
Everything will begin as strangers again.
I think it may be better as strangers.

I shouldn't be thinking about this,
It's affecting my life and studies.
Maybe you're right, maybe after that many things,
then...

2009-02-10T04:23:00.000-08:00

I've break record for the longest time not blogging?

It have been a month since school reopens. I last posted before "Heart.Beat" came out. This year ain't like previous year. Early in the year and you can feel the stress of O level settling in our hearts.

A lot happened in this one month. A lot of memorable and unforgettable things. Shocking and maybe a little regretful over what I've done.

Sec one Orientation Camp

I have prepared a lot for this camp. The equipments were all under me and Duncan and we have to risk our life to get it for the sec ones! A lil exaggerated. But I was a fun time working with duncan. I think he is one of the only few I can work well with in the prefects. I didnt really enjoy the camp. It felt better working with Catherine and Siti last year. It was really enjoyable last year.

Camp Zenith@ Nepal

I still remember how excited I was when I received the form from Madam yeo. I really thought that I could go. However due to medical conditions, my Dad did not allow me to go. It wasnt really hurting at that point of time. However, all the trainings, Dancing, and even subjets about it, made me feel so remorseful. I wonder if I pushed my parents, would there be a different scenario now.

Everything related to that trip makes me feel empty though. All the fun missed. Today's briefing was the worst. I should not have went. Didnt feel good.

I think I should'nt go to the training with them anymore. I've I do, I might think evenmore. So I pray to God that in the march holiday, something good can happen to me and, don't make me regret not going. Anyway, guys, have fun over there.

SSS and Graduation night.

I am really very busy to be talking over such things. SSS is pretty safe. For graduation night, I might have to work a little harder to complete all my task. Well I know I can do it but I am a little lazy so I am afraid this lazyness will cause me to not complete my task.

My wishes: Go KBOX as soon as possible to sing my hearts out.
Forget about Nepal.
MORE chances. Oh I mean some, cause currently I dont have any.
IMprove in my grades

The same group of people, talking about things I dont want to hear.
I observed silence, having nothing to say.
Whether is it the journey, or the person.
One of them is exciting, while the other, is beautiful.

Thank you lee hom. your songs make me feel very happy at this point of time.

Everyday when I feel unhappy,
I would turn on the radio and insert your CD.
Blast the rock music, and smile, just slightly.

2008-12-29T20:29:00.000-08:00

Sometime's i just ask myself why my character is so different from my family.

Sometimes this leads to misunderstanding.

I hate people misunderstanding me. I hate restrictions.

Lee hom's album is coming out!

2008-11-28T05:45:00.000-08:00

These few weeks a filled with activities. Outings, sports and many more that I couldnt Remember. Recently, I came across this Drama"One litre of tears". I finished the series two year ago, this is my second time watching it.

Haruto said that humans are selfish people, only humans among all animals seek all ways to prolong thier lives. I've made comparison between animals and humans. Humans do have a really long life spend don't they? an average 70 years is pretty long.

So why do people want to prolong their lives? Why are people afraid of death? I've thought about this question, and I've got my own answer.

Frankly speaking, if there was afterlife, I wouldnt be afraid of death anymore. So let's just assume there is no afterlife. If we die, we cant see, hear, feel, taste, smell anyhitng anymore, we cant even think. That's scary right?

So I thought deeper and realise why not having the ability to do such things is so scary. Because the world and the thing s around us are beautiful. Everything that we encounter are beautiful, and not being able to feel nor imagine this things is painful. Death seperates us from this world.

Living on is such a thing worth celebrating.

Living on, is happiness.

Soometimes we spend our time reading too much into our misfortunes, everybody does that. And it isnt wrong, it is just a normal reaction in humans. We often compare ourselves with people better than us, its not wrong. Not many people can be contented their own fortunes, but thats what keep people going on, pushing on?

Aya kito was a strong girl, its difficult to be strong until you go thorugh tough things isn't it.

Life has so much more to discover, and go through. =)

2008-11-09T06:29:00.000-08:00

Okay I know it is a little late to start blogging about this but I am going to tell you what happened on november 1st.

The music-man world tour started at around 8.15 pm and when the lights were turned off, people were slamming thier balloon stick together to cheer for music-man. They showed a short video on the story of music-man

*note pictures may not be from singapore indoor stadium

Lee hom then descended on a small suspended plane and with a heroic breast plate that looks like an armour. he then started to sing a slower version of "whats wrong with me"with a strong and powerful voice followed by a faster beat.

He played on the guitar above for the first two song which was "whats wrong with me" & "W-H-Y" before swtiching to his "bahamut" (below)

He then changed into a more revealing costume to satisfy more fans, uhm Female fans. okay, then he made this wonderful appearance by showing pictures of him in the movie "lust, caution" which he then rise from below the stage with a violin solo, followed by the song"falling leaves returns to root"

then he took of his vest and did DANCING which was cool and superb.

okay. i think next was the change me band , the entrance was pretty cool.

Blue drummer red bass yellow electric guitar and white vocalist

Lee hom on the piano!!!

he ended the concert in this T shirt and i have it too!!!!

It was a fun and wonderful night! Thanks lee hom, i enjoy your singing and dancing and pretty much everything!!!

2008-10-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

I thought things have got better.

Hmm, so many problems, i dont wish to elaborate.

2008-10-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

Now, pictures of lee hom for junyu to see..

ERhu, piano, drums, pipa, guitar, electric guitar, violin, DJ , hip hop, ballroom

helping children in laos.

And so much more the music man can do!

2008-10-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

A "want" can be forsaken easily.
this "want" has just denied the phrase above.

Today is an extremely lethargic day. Crapped with Jun YU and Jun wei, their words are so hilarious, and sometimes their action too.

I LOVE rock n roll!! and pretty much everything else.

2008-10-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

Scarnival 08 was a success!

Probably for me and almost everyone else. Our team which was group 9 on Friday won the third! this time, our team group ten, won the first! Jian Sheng and I just make good leaders :]

The amazing part was we were actually quite nervous when we know the winner was from 2H! Jain sheng and my heart was beating so fast. And we sort of gone a little crazy after the results are announced.

I am very happy today! Got some not so perfect interaction. But, yea, its a start and some motivation. Also, Whoah, its felt so damn good! HAHA :]

okay, bad news now.
Things around the world seem so mysterious. however if things are not mystyerious, life wouldnt be that fun after all! Ill just give my best and work hard for my wants!

What's wrong with me? I still believe in people, I must have a problem.

Your smile took my eyes away and made me smile more efficiently than "just for laugh gags"

2008-10-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

LOGISTIC COMMITTEE

Okay, just when i thought i finished all my work, just like in those movies, the villians came in and thrown me more work,

Celebrated Hei Kern's and Ying jie';s Birthday today. Although it was a fun an enjoyable time, Still pity the amount of food, namely cake, wasted and ofcourse, water wasted

Felt a holy crap happier & also more self-actualised today.

Compare to previous days at which I was lamenting bout football yeah and stuff

Felt like a Real SOCCER player today.

though i am pretty tired, but yeah, had fun.'

Tomorrow's SCARNIVAL part 2! Hope there's chances!

Perfect Interaction!

I serioulsy want a perfect one

My passion has returned?

2008-10-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

Today's match was a utter disgrace
For me!

I felt insulted, vex, unhappy, Frustrated after the match.
FAIZERS never felt happier nor exciting again as time goes by.
Words that sooth my ears never came out, unwanted stuff blurted out!
But yeah, I agreed i made mistakes

Comments should be headed. But I dont like it, So sorry.
I absoulutely hate people INSISTING actions I have not done.
Just send them to eternal damnation.
Keep them in hell and never let them escape.

People may not seem decent but they are quite nice inside.
friendly and hardworking.
While people may seem nice and warm
Inside are just Holy shit of CRaps.
Vacuum in thier head.

Should I continue in this thing.
I still continue to believe and have faith
There must be a problem with me.

Hey there.
Are you a stranger?
My friend or my foe?
I think you're an ASSHOLE

Losing but happy, winning but sad.

Inferior

2008-10-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

One day at home doesn't seem really different from going to school.
Seriously.
I played Counter-Strike and i kill and kill Again and again.
And today was like wow I had this sudden urge to read books! Even if exams were Over A decade ago.(okay it was only a week ago)
Surprisingly I walked happily towards the library and guess what? It was closed!
What a Day.

More bad news following up like tsunamies.
I am an unwanted guy. (HAH cant catch me for a reward)
I think maybe I should focus and develop my interest on BasketBall instead?
I tried all my best and got this F***ed up?
I push Every ounce of strength to try make things more acceptable and try to save the FReakin face of us when YOU are the one who is SO Terribly & pathetically hopeless.
When things got better, just shove me aside, just shove me aside.

The world is Changin at the rate of a meglev train, VROMM so fast.
Yet It changes for the worst.
And holy hell would i have expected this calamity to be brought forth.
Are my anger satisfies yet. not at this moment.

Kick your own ass...
I dont need this shit...

2008-10-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

Music-Man! Hero of the new generation!

I Can't wait for november 1st! Catching Music-Man live at Singapore indoor stadium!

Look At his "Bahamut" the electric guitar.

Ive listen to his new song "What's wrong with rock n roll". So cool. Rock Genre with Pipa melodies.

Now, Things seem so complicated.

2008-10-11T21:24:00.000-07:00

It's the third day after my Amaths Paper. Surprisingly, it didnt feel the same as it does last time.

On thursday After the Amaths paper we went to PLAY LAN games. QG JS CW QJ WH JJ AO JP MV. Yah these few. Had a pretty great time. We went to the Lan games and found out that there are age limits on weekdays.

However, When there is a will, there is a way, we finaly found one made for us.

After that, we went to this creepy and zombie story like "kopitiam" to have our food. We all imagined that they consumers would suddenly and miraculously turn into zombies and we become vampire hunters..... but since it is kopitiam i think we'll have a higher chance of seeing jiang shi than zombies.....

Ill keep things short for now

We went crazy in front of the SMU.
We were talking bout how Alpha laugh at things even if he dont know what are we talking about.
We all laugh, ALpha not knowing anything, came to our side, saw us laughing, and laugh also.
That made us laugh more.

Tiring day.

Arh crap, lots of work to do.
Hey sec threes, I am working like an unpaid construction worker for you all ya know!!!

Tell me what to do now, Its only the third day and I wished examination have not finished.

†10-10-2008†

My freaking birthday!!!
And i am working like an unpaid worker, this time, its a canteen cleaner.
No fun on my birthday.
but I do thank those people who wished me and bought things for me.

My W350i blank out again.
That dream didnt came through
School represents hell after tomorrow.

In order to save paper and do a part for global warming, Schools should reduce the use of paper namely for "Examination scripts" and "Result Slips"

2008-09-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

The past one shown brought me to the past to experience a old taste of music,
the new one shown me the path to a new generation of music.

Music Music Music Music.

I cannot seem to let go of my Mp3 for a little while,
The need for those earpieces in my ear playing different genres,
Giving a motivation to continue my way.

Music has always been a way for composers to express their inner feeling,
Good music are not created to earn money or to achieve popularity, is it?

Music have always been a way to calm me and make me happy.

Ive listen to those love songs of Jay Chou and Lee hom. I find that the work of boths artist are simply amazing.

Jay's love song are more towards the more sorrowful side and whenever I listen to them i feel that there are no hope in love. Sorry to all jay's fan :) just my opinion. However they are still very nice.

Lee hom do have his hopeless songs too, I am deeply touched by his song called "forever love" which is written to his ex-girlfriend as she is getting married.

There is this video which he descirbes the making of forever love:

"I dont know if "forever love" still exists, however I think in every relationship that we go through, there must be a believe and a positive Imagination, and forever love is written to express this imagination and this is also my hope in love life"

"I am also someone who believe in love, and I do not wish to write songs that gives no hope in love to anyone. This song is written to potray a hope for love and a gift of strength to those who need some help in finding more beliefs and imagination"

"This song actually came from my own personal experience. As an artist, I rarely have time for my family needless to say for my partner. soon after being an artist, we had too much "long
-distance" love and soon because of this we broke up. Anyway, it havebeen many years and thus we still hope that the other one can find love and happiness"

"When She told me that she was getting married, with just the two of us, I have a very confused feeling. On one hand, I was feeling sad, while on the other hand I wish to feel happy for her"

" On that night, I thought about the scence where they would get married. I feel that a person's most romantic moment would be the moment they got married, I wish that in that very moment
everyone would believe in eternal love. It is really a very noble and touching moment."

"In a eternal love, we need a lot of strength and courage to sustain it. And as a composer, I would also think of ways to record this feeling down and also give a gift of happiness and encouragement for my friend and her husband through music, thus i wrote this song call forever love."

" I hope through this song, happiness can be given to the founders of "forever love" and also courage for tose who are still finding it"

Indeed, forever love is lovely, not a sad song in any point of view.
Forever love is hard, but it is worthwhile.

So beautiful.

2008-09-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

How's the feeling of unique and different.

Here's a song I heard recently.
"And So it Goes" - Billy Joel

-So I would choose to be with you
-Thats if the choice were mine to make
-But you can make decisions too
-And you can have this heart to break.

There's also a line in this song of his that says:

"Rather than being a man who thinks a lot, I rather be a fool that is not afraid of rejection"
Nice sentence yea?

*Thats not the exact line.

Its hard to be a good guy mate, its hard to be a hero, its hard.
There's so much I want te say, but to who?
We used to be good friends, But now?
I feel so much pressure on myself.
I am wondering who was in the wrong.
I'l figure that out, someday.

I really want to be unique, not different.
I am not emo, just lost.
I want to be a robot.

School Reopens Tomorrow.

2008-09-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

Its been a week of rest. And its school tomorrow!
I am a little sad, back to hell again.
But I am A little excited too.
Frankly speaking, this holiday is one of the worst Holiday ever. There are so many things just not happening the way I want to to be.
Maybe i need to drift away from my holidays and get back to work.

I am lost in directions.
Anyway, Its not always good to take the first step.
You'll also have to take the step at a right time, A wrong time and ya lost!

Lee hom will be releasing his album soon, A new music man!
Let's wait!

Tiring Holidays
-Marvin

2008-08-19T07:10:00.000-07:00

Marvin, why would you not take the first step.

God knows.

things really Aint that easy as it looks or as easy as I have been telling myself. But ya know when the time really comes than.... huhs....

But I do hope there's just more chances for me in the fututre.

I'll do well next time. Sorry, I mean I'll do it.

Marvin, you're a failure. :(

2008-08-13T05:28:00.000-07:00

SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH MY BLOG. after the change of skin.

But anyway, all I wanted to say was that I have totally no confidence in any of the four papers I took.

Chemistry, Chinese, Physics and Emaths. ---> none.

Sigh, Aint really a good feeling, and tomorrow's subjects are a few of the subjects I dont do well.

Hope things bode well for me.

2008-08-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

Today was a rather happy ,excited , confuse, busy, full of test day.

I am feeling rather tired tough.

let's wait.

2008-07-27T07:57:00.000-07:00

Should I talk now?
Should I Laugh now?

Those hurtful words, yet i have to Act like I am not affected.

I am not happy yet i have to act happy.

I am angry yet I have to act not angry.

My likings are deleted and become someone you like.

I just want to talk to a stranger, someone I dont know, never talk to before, feels the same as me.

I wish I am stronger

This world is getting smaller, I cant run, cant hide
How am i suppose to keep that smile there longer
How do I continue facing you.
What melody is twriling and swirling in my ear,
helping me.

ALright Marvin, a sleep and everything would be over, and begin, again.

EMO emotional

2008-07-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

DEfinition of emo.

In a state of sadness, not wanting to talk to people. Feel that no one is caring for you, people are misunderstanding you.

I get EMo too sometimes, yea maybe something unwanted happen. Or maybe you heard something like " Lee hom is a bad singer ". I get really sad, but i got no choice, the wolrd is like this, there a bound to have someone that hates what you like. However I know, deep down, I can feel for his songs, and not just me, also to all fans of lee hom.

I've seen people being emo. maybe cause they are angry or sad or lonely. But physcologically, maybe they are lonely, yea i heard the doctors saying this. Maybe we should really lend a helping hand. I think they will reject at first, ya know the body way of protecting itself. But we should really help and understand them. ( I feel like i am talking crap )

Oh well, There are so many weird people around us, or maybe not weird, but unique. I thought i am really pitiful ( and i still think so ). but there are people out there more pitiful than me. At leats i can understand lee hom's song. too bad some people cant, that's why they emo.

It feels good to be happy, crack stupid jokes. Lamest is a cure for emo. Its true. ARh Ive been thinkin about all those things ive heard and i am trying to calm down, all those tings I have been through. and Ive been thinkin bout lots of things.

HEY how can i not get emo when people say CHINKED out is useless???

But nvr mind, as lee hom says, there is no need to care about critism from people who dont understand the topic.

I tried to male people happy by being the same as them, so some sort like a fake self, thats why i seldom talk to people. But sometimes it is just too difficult to adapt.

They dont know how thier words affect me,
Maybe its because i dont appear to care,

I dont get angry for the things I like,

It may seem to be something minor,

But it really does affect me.

ITs so difficult to make sure no one gets angry because of me,

IVe tried to make everyone happy,

But instead of appreciating,

They pushed that damn luck.

I only get angry infront of people I am close to.

SO please bear with it.

Lee homs gets a little emotional too...

Hear my voice, again.

2008-07-06T07:18:00.000-07:00

Aw man its been so long.

I think no one have ever came here since the last time i blog.

Never mind its okay. just fora little update so i can remember what happens 10 years later.

Yesterday was the school anniversary and the happiest thing was that i brought alot of chickens back home!

Everything was alright I think, and the food was great, and cold.

Great lee hom is releasing a new album!

Damn his concert should be around next year september = I cannot watch!

THings aint goin well for me.

SO please give me a little smile to cheer me up! and hear my voice

POP"S DAY

2008-06-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

Today is pop's day! which means father's day

Father day is often not celebrated. You can see that by the amount of people in a restaurant in the two diferent days.

SO lets celebrate for our dad, Actually i did celebrate, just went downstairs to eat.

My Idol's my DAD, even more than lee hom! just that i dont talk bout it.

He usedto talk bout how he is a double footer in football, and he i still now
He used to tell me bout army experiences,
He used to sleep with me while i was young,
He bought SCV although it was expensiove so i can watch Euro 2008.

What more can I say. thanks DAd.

So hat's bout all i gonna say. just came back from xiamen. It was really fun. those talks at night, those laughters we had everyday, those girls arguing with us everyday. I missed everything seriously. and i miss A-DU our tour guide. Ill upload phtos som other day.

2008-05-30T23:34:00.000-07:00

Well I am Back from Cameron Highlands. The four days over was fun .From fodd to activities to the hotel, well they were great. On the first day we pitch a tent and had a couple of activities,I got myself all wet and ya , all wet.

Me , Jeremey and Jeffery.

Second day was a relax day. Just some brief visiting of famous places. like some church and well spending time in the bus

Third day we are in cameron highland, It was cooling down there and we visited some farms tea plantations .

Fourth day was great. Visited some rural areas at cameron highlands. Those people look stressless and very free. unlike urban areas such as singapore.Also we went shopping and I bought a couple of things.

And finally it was about time to leave malaysia. And al those stress comes again. This trip to malaysia really freshens me up. and also took away some unhappy things.

2008-05-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a Bad day cause i broke my cup which had been with me for years.

The cup really suits me cause it have my name " Marvin The Martian " and also my horoscope sign Libra.

And it aint pre-made ya know. Actually it is quite strong, I droped it from bout 70 CM and it just chipped off a bit.

Well, Thats all, I think I got to buy a new cup.

FA cup winner - Portsmouth

2008-05-17T08:59:00.000-07:00

What a dramatic win for portsmouth. Really, it was dramatic.

I saw the match from 69 minutes onwards and cardiff city being one nil down was attacking like crazy mad dogs down and down and down.

And when it was bout 84 minutes. Portsmouth was playing a superbly boring corner.

Everything was like a drama.

Speaking bout it, I thought of yesterday match. Dramatic too. There were goals that was totally stupid and foolish, while there were also those which were amazing.

Well, no matter what, we yellow house down it.

Yes I learned downloading songs. Good, I love music, more and more.

MUSIC IS THE BEST!

Chose yellow cause I am in yellow house!

R&B HEAVY METAL ROCK INDIE ROCK CLASSIC ROCK WHATEVER ROCK HIP HOP CHINK OUT THUG OUT PIMPED OUT WHATEVER OUT....ALL great music

ALL right. thats all for the day.

SPorts Carnival.

2008-05-15T05:23:00.001-07:00

TOmorrow is the sports carnival. Somehow i am afraid ill be a substitude. Oh well. If i have a chance to play, Ill do my very best, as a member of yellow house.

I bought a pair of soccer boots and long socks. hope i can fully utilise it tomorrow, or it'll go to a waste.

Oh well, I really have to play full concentration tomorrow, hopefully.

Oh well, tomorrow will be a tiring day, Ill go have a rest.

2008-05-10T21:54:00.000-07:00

For me, Exams are not over yet, I still have one more geography paper. i was sick on that day so i didnt take it. Talking bout sick , here's what happened.

On wednesday,I took the English paper, which was two weeks ago and on that day i sneeze sneeze and sneeze. And saturday, played soccer , sprained my hand ,I almost cannot feel anything in my right hand, But that's over. On monday. I went home and had a nap. Woke up, did some revision on landforms and features and then went to to toilet and diahrroea < i think i spelled wrongly.

THis exam period is the most unfortunate period in my life. Note all these happened in less than one week.

ANd for maths paper. hmm, i think i'm finished, well, I feel like failing it you know, since the paper is so difficult.

well, anyway today's mother's day. And wish all mother's in the world to be happy and well , all those goood stuff comes to them.

I am currently feeling real good man.

Tonight will have good football to watch.

ManUtd will win the title.

Certainly.

Labour day..

2008-05-01T00:43:00.000-07:00

Today is labour day so i decided to post.

Well this morning had remedial classes with mr Goh A t burger king at northpoint.Well All bout maths. I think After SSS my head will hurt whenever i use the computer, And I can prove it cause i did maths really vith little effort, Bk has no computer... Hope you get what i mean.

Well thinking bout it it will be a Few days later to my first main paper SS and A maths ... whoa

SS and Amaths

Can you feel the pressure already?

Okay let's talk bout something that relieves stress ... Man utd ius going to moscow for the final ...Agasint Chelsea

KEY BATTLES :

Cristiano Ronaldo vs Ashley Cole

Ronaldo play Right wing which means he will be fighting head on with Ashley cole who is a left back. With Ronaldo's fast speed and brilliant footwork, he is expected to wreak havoc on chelsea's defence. However lets not forget ....

KEY BATTLE:

Rooney vs Carvalho

Rooney will often do well against big clubs, actually he do well in any position. Since ronaldo have the curse not to do well agasint big clubs , no problem , rooney shall finish the job.

Key battle :

Vidic vs Drogba

Vidic is known for his superb physical strength and aerial battle. he will be the one to keep drogba quiet. And now it will be a tooth for a tooth.

So now with the best analysis, MAN UTD SHALL WIN..

2008-04-23T05:32:00.001-07:00

Today I was really happy.

Until now. hais why must all the things I don't want to happen happened?

Was really delighted in the mornin and afternoon, until night then the truth came.

Maybe i am just imaginating things...

Yea I AM imagining things

I pray to god not to let this be true.

-Marvin

2008-04-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

如果没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿，我们怎知选择相逢？

If it aint God sneakily tempting me, how would I have choosen to meet you?

So what if i have choosen to meet you. Nothing had happen, just some few times, ocassionally i got your respond, thinking bout it, it is amazing enough.

Life is getting so hard, went through a lot of thinking, i dont know if i am right or wrong, please god, hint me, again.

置身在传说中人间天堂，

你是我心中日月光芒，

请带令我找到你的芬芳，

我，放不下。

I am now in the legendary place heaven on Earth

You are the sun and moon in my heart

please lead me to your fragrance

I cannot let go.

please, fill me with courage.

My passion 2

2008-04-11T05:39:00.001-07:00

Today after SSS, I played basketball with my prefects mate. That Ja mes was like so fast that i really cannot prevent him for scoring. and one thing is I keep fouling him. ARh basketball is really so cheem. Ah and also i dont know why they strike alone only. I seldom played basketball, so i dont really know how it is played. however i can conclude one thing, and that is i dont really like basketball.

But i really love football. And my defendsive position requires physical strength and when i impose that in basketball, thats it, i fouled.

Oh man i really hope to play football right now. the teamwork the happiness and the fun may not be understood by all of us but as the brazilian says, play with honour and enjoy it.

Today at the sports day i was swinging the flag till my arm muscles hurt right now, however i was very happy there. Hah!

2008-04-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

Hey, you, I Do not like you speaking to me like that, although you have the authority, Dont like would be dont like.

It change what I previously thought of you man.

Seriously i hate my current situation, I want a change.

I hate you more and more as time goes by. I really cannot take this shit anymore, really cannot mix well with you, I guess our personalities just forbades us to work together.

I want someone whom i can talk to and blabber all these things out. Right now, if possible.

Although i am not that supported, but I have my own strength. I have my own thinking, I dont have to do it your way.

This have made me realise a lot of things that is happening. I was thought i was wrong, it appears i was right after all ... they are the same...

花田错

2008-04-05T07:13:00.000-07:00

The night is getting late, Why is the light not blown of in the paper window,

Isn't that ; the whole night ; the candle you lit for me,

It's just one encounter, a dream at the red chamber,

My mountain and water ; all lost its colours ; just like bring washed by a heavy rain.

The scenery in my cup looks eerie, I forgot who I am,

My emotions is as cool as night water,

My hands is holding the cup of a butterfly ; flying alone ; I will not return till I am drunk.

Chorus:

I made a mistake in the flower field ; we agreed ; to forget all this before sunrise,

I made a mistake in the flower field ; A hug, became a torment,

I made a mistake in the flower field ; Making a mistake is as boring as infatuated with the beautiful but evanescent dream,

I made a mistake in the flower field ; please forgive me for my passionate disturbance.

Drunk ; why would i get drunk?

beauty ; beacause of your beauty,
A quick glance at love which is just a decoration.

Fly, look at the snow swirling,

However we can no longer find those,

Freshness that are covered by the white snow,

When time became the only criteria i need to have you,

I am drunk again,

The amber coloured moon,

Tears that have been frosted,
I'll remember these years.

Repeat chorus*

My mountain and water all lost it's colours,

Please forgive my passionate disturbance,

Isn't that the candle you lit for me for the whole night?

I made a mistake in the flower field,

Repeat chorus*

Watch the video i upload cause i cant find the song, it is really very nice!

Mistake in the flower field

2008-04-04T07:07:00.000-07:00

We promise to forget all these by dawn,

A hug became a torment,

It's boring as infatuated with the beautiful but evanescent dream,

Please forgive me for my passionate disturbance.

Hua tian cuo is such a nice song by lee hom, I admire the music blend of Erhu and RnB.Also i like the lyrics a lot as it is very touching, therefore i decided to make it make this song my blog song!

Think i am going to cut my hair tomorrow, it is rather defficult to make my hair stand in the morning as it is ling and i am tired, hah! therefore i decided to cut.

My passion for soccer just cannot stop! now my aim is to aim for better long shots... and improve my defend and offense and also my long and short passing , in order to hole a defensive midfield position.

The milo i having now taste so bland.

so week sum up , most tiring week i had still, but at least i did not fall asleep!

also man utd won as roma 2-0 with wonders by ronaldo and rooney!

Feeling kinda sleepy right now... i think i am going to have an early night! bye bye!

Student Suggestion Scheme

2008-03-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

SSS is capable of robbing someone's weekends away ... ia m the victim . its acomplice are . one news article on teenage gangs . Chinese weekly review , plus two article and one more Social studies Source based! Oh whee is the justice ! pls put them to jail once and for all!

Robbed of my weekends my sleep my rest and monday physics again .. oh no i am on the werge of collapse ... oh no ...

That day was thursday night , i was packing my bag until i saw somethings very fearful. i have Physics on friday .

Its not that physics is so boring or what , physics is fun !! but when you are tired , it makes you more tired . And i was forcing myself awake during physics.

Oh chemistry test is !@#$%%$$%^%$##$%^%!!!

Oh well i think i am not going to do well this time , its totally diferent from mdm yeo's style .

Oh pls bring back my weekends to me ...

Oh well guess what today is my dad's birthday! hooray!!!

Happy birthday pop! pop= father

And hes watching his favourite idol now! woo by the number of candle he is only 39 years old!

ALpha kept telling me to find why i do SSS , is there a definite answer? Why? i really dont know , i guess i will not find the answer in one day , i will continue to search for it.

I feel really tired , this feeling of tired is making me fear i dont i have never felt so tired before , i want to pay attention in class , seeing everyone head rising and listening to the teachers talking makes me jealous , i dont wanna lag behind in my studies i want to continue to be the best . however i know that my tiredness will not allow me to do so My homeworks are crowding , a solution may be to choing it throught the night , but burnging night oil will make me tired and lose attention in class.

In class nothing can go into my ear. with prefectorial meetings on the other hand i really dont know how to have 8 hours of sleep anymore

I may seem stupid talking about sleep, but to me this is very important , well maybe to me alone.

I am shouting all over cause whenever work comes in , i think about my sleep , how it will be gone , and i really dont like it .

I dont want to lag behind , i dont want to give up SSS too.

HOW? tell me how

Why?I dont know

SSS is fun at times , yea its interesting , but this is bothering me , hope to find a answer soon.

I hope the people around me understand , its not i dont want to do, i just want to have enough sleep. Its not i dont want to sleep , its just that i have to finish the task.

Sigh , when i feel tired , just cant get anything done.

I think i found the answer to doing SSS , i must finish SSS , so i can go to bged as soon as possible.

Tired...

2008-03-25T06:11:00.003-07:00

i think i sort of post two time , he~ cause i press enter ...

Well I am getting more and more tired day by day . the feeling is very not good , when you feel really tired , lying on your own arm feel so good you know .and you can fall asleep easily. i guess only those planning SSS will have this feeling huh~

Oh well thats about it , there really aint anyone visiting my blog ...

Tired...

2008-03-25T06:11:00.002-07:00

Tired...

2008-03-25T06:11:00.001-07:00

The Happy moments we Had

2008-03-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

Sunday , I went to the sentosa with 2G ' 07 , although sad that only a few turn up ... however i really appreciate those who hack care bout homework and came , just like me ... no hating those who did not come , just a comment .

HERE ARE THE EVENTS FOR THE DAY.

First i met up with Javier and Wei jie to go there ( sentosa ) and then met with others at VIVO

Sorry i dont know how to turn this to the right side , But hey thats when i arrive at VIVO!
Thats the group walking to a suitable beach site Me javier and wei jie are behind :)WE walk to EMERALD PAVILLION and settled down ....

WEi jie : "I cant wait lets go play!" [And so we did....]

But it started to rain ...Jing Yan wiping dry after getting soak ...

Then we proceeded to play some indoors game , i think is concentration and murderer!

Soon sunshine , and we went to play again Then its about time to go home , really sad ...

lets have some sandwich made by kailing!

The sun is setting...Time to say goodbye ...Leaving on a train SOME GROUP PHOTOSHEY 2G'07 I guess this is a wonderful day aint it? , lets have more of these outings okay? MIss you guyss!!!!!!

LOVE 2G 2007

2008-03-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

WHO WANT TO MESS WITH US WILL BE TOU POK

TOU POK UNTIL YOU DIE!!!

HAHAHA

sorry still got a little spirit of camp inside me. Man the camp was damn fun , firstly i get to eat curry puff , then i get to drink milo then i can eat really not very nice food lastly i can bath cold water!

Haha ARH still got so much homework gotta chiong chiong choing....TOU POK homework!

TOU POK is really fun i love toupok!

THe camp was incredible! i love the camp fire i love the shoutings I love baby mama papa grandma grandpa sharks!

I LOVE INSTRUTOR WEE TENG AND INSTRUCTOR KONG CHYI!!!!!!

I LOVe so many things at the camp. It was kinda sad that we have to leave the campsite , i love the bukit timah hike , it was really fun really .... i hope i can meet trainer wee teng again!

Although i didnt get to play the high elements , oh well , thats about it , thinking bout it the hike was more interesting and more fun! Serious!

WE had this men to men talk during the camp , eerr dont wanna talk about it , puke ***

oh yeah thats about it , its late

ROJAK ROJAK !!

ROJAK ROJAK!!

ROJAK ROJAK!!

FANNIES ROJAK EXTRA TOU POK PLEASE!

清留住你的脚步

2008-03-07T07:46:00.000-08:00

The title is actually a song . it is rather nice though , especially when it is sang by lee hom live!

It is actually about a person who his girlfriend is leaving him . He wanted to ask her to stay but found it hard to propose .

Yes sec three camp is coming and i hope this is a fun and entertaining one.However the teachers are never once merciful , they blasted us with loads of homework .huhs... i wonder how am i gonna find time to do them .

Hey got back my results , quite good , but i have to work and my humanities as it is one of the compulsary subject in o levels .

I want to play more and more soccer , i want to prepare for inter house , i am bent on keeping a clean sheet , and help yellow house to victory . but this year its gonna be tough , i got to really kepp a clean sheet to even have a chance of winning . No worries , i believe in yellow house .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m3T-lidcsKM&feature=related

this is the URL to the video , really nice song .

像握住你得手，这是我的祈求，请你别走。

2008-03-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

SHIT i was about to upload so many things and it now all disappear , huhs....

Okay no mood to blog

2008-02-29T06:59:00.000-08:00

ARH MAN the ball i bought didnt even survived one weak and it died and burst!

Oh my what am i gonna do , it kinda makes my heart break ....

Oh kanda is appearing in D.Gray-man soon...

Thank god is friday!

Bye!

I'm not a star

2008-02-27T05:04:00.000-08:00

Today was a hard and tiring day again , never the less i have homework left undone .... so i'm gonna make this quick .

Sometimes we really aint able to predice the future . There's nothing such as imposiible , although i really hope somethings are impossible . Not everyone think alike as you , and of course the set of principles that guide us a long would be different .

Sometimes you wonder why someone did something to you , but think again , in his or her shoes maybe itll be diferent . However , sometimes people just .... never mind . I am actually quite fortunate to have friends correcting my mistakes when i made them , i can improve myself in the process , literally having someone reprimanding you aint very good , but think deeper , maybe youll get diferent results !

I was just feeling lonely towards the night , and now i dont anymore , Its great to know that someone think alike as you , whether is it right or wrong . Somehow i really cannot differentiate now everything just seem so confusing , But one thing is i failed in imposing ' Justice stand above all '

Not everyone is treated the right way as they should be , and i dont like that. And i just failed in so many things I failed in letting the ones around me get what they deserves , good people just dont get what they should get , and not so good people get so much support .

I really dont know the real thing , i am very confuse , can someone just tell me the truth , i am keeping and tolerating it by being neutral , but this is exploding , i cannot just let it happen everyday , i know its hard , but now it just gets harder and harder and i really dont know what to do . i am changing myself but yet , i dont see a change in the world .

I am trying my very best , but i wont do try and accomodate him , but this fire is geting out of control, Just come to me then , i am not afraid.

I have maintain my moral i will not admit what i have not done , and i will not be afraid to tell the world what i admire.

So , i hope someone will just stand up for me when the time arrives .

I'm not a star , not someone important
Yet i believe my time will come
FOr me to excel and to be admired

My Passion

2008-02-23T22:53:00.000-08:00

Common test is over! and i feel really happy , however SSS is at hand again .

I just found out my true passion was in football not wang lee hom . I was thinking about football all along and i am really happy that i get to play football now , Sec three life is so busy that i dont have time anymore to play football .

Weijie and I bought a soccer ball yesterday at sportlink , we were like choosing for the best one where both the one we choose were the only one left , i believe they are lying to us , well nevermind so long as it is still okay . I think the ball is named as [T90 strike premier league]

I have been training how to execute C.RONALDO's 'pin ball free-kicks' and obvioulsy i failed , not only did the ball not even flew into the air , it did not even have one bit of energey to make it into the goal ...

Rooney is great too!

I hope i can get to kick the ball soon , it seems really nice to kick . ARH i still have some maths homework left unfinished , I pray to god i dont have to spend much time in school tomorrow as i really want to play soccer!Other people is like going out with thir friends after common test , however my gang only likes to play soccer ... and i am terribly okay with that! My aim now is to score as many goals as possible and i really hope i can attained some good skills in long passing and short passing , and maybe some skills in dribbling , which means VIDIC + CARRICK + RONALDO.

MANCHESTER UNITED THRASHED NEWCASTLE 5-1

Manchester united scored 5 goals , two by rooney two by ronaldo and one more i think is from tevez ! Man united is really great!

EYES ON THE BALL...

Dream again ...

2008-02-15T05:51:00.000-08:00

There are just so many things in the world we dream to have . Money ,cars houses anything . yet in the end , we do not get it . humph , i have got to work hard to acheive my dreams (although i do not know what my dream is )...

Wow so many things have happened in this week , exciting things . I have been working on my project and i have very little time to sleep . sleeping is really cool , i love sleeping , wothout sleeping i can really die somehow .In class , my head is like injected with mercury and it was so heavy . everytime when i try to lift my head up , it falls back down to the table .

And i have some quarrels or unhappiness with my friends the other day . luckily i was able to solve the problem really fast . I am trying to get use to my current situation , and i must make some improvements to it , by hook or by crook or by reading a book .

Just found out today that my grammer is extremely weak . Miss see kept telling us that there are exceptions for grammer and so mnay exceptions . she had been teaching us the non-exception and she gave us all the 'exception' question , a fool would also guess that we did not do well ...

Well these few days had been listening to forever love repeatly and i can just feel lee homs sadness and passion somehow ... and that particular song is very touching and also can make you cry easily.

Heard that Lee hom wrote this song when he heard his ex girlfriend is getting married . He is really so devoted and passionate . the lyrics and melody just suits so well , and the lyrics .. yes they are touching ...

Was just wondering if i can sing that well i would be famous man .

okay lets stop dreaming , however lets focus on the current situation and that is i have to study and study and study ... even though now tiredness and boredom engulfs me. Yesterday was a pretty boring Valentine's day ... what are we suppose to do ? Eat chocolates? Well lets leave this to those who have a partner and i wish them hapy always ... I am good ;) ain't I...

So what are those who are not attach going to do ? play football of course... if not what are you going to do?

Well now i really feel like going out with my frineds , soccer , movies , drinks whatever as long as it makes me happy.

ANd i dream again,

she's right by me side ,

the feeling so good ,

even if it is an imagination.

2008-02-06T06:23:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New year to every one . HAHAHAHAHA

First I have to wish everyone happy and healthy ...

I just finish my SSS project and i can rest now . Going to school had been a very happy incident however there are some things which i really do not like and i dont wish to talk bout it .

Okay There are so many things to do this new year . And somehow i just did not feel any festival mood this year . Seems like being in sec three is affecting me quite a lot . Was very tired today after a game of soccer and even now i am still feeling very tired . Waht had gone wrong in chinese new year? Why aint i feeling the happy mood , HAHA this year i get to gamble again ... well win or lose just dont care bout it just have fun ... However one thing is that it aint fun anymore when you start to lose ...HAHAHA MUAHAHAHA lol

Okay this few days had been such "lame" days and my frineds are blkabbering SUPER lame jokes beside your ear .People grow more lame as they grow up dont they? Sometimes thing we find funny are not to other people ...

I want to play winning eleven right now , i want to score magneficent goals , i want to executed ronaldo's perfect free kick There are so many things that i want , yet i dont get them . i want to have confidence , and i am afraid i get over confident .

Things are going on perfectly normal right now , i hope to have fun during this new year!

My arms are aching , got to stop typing (yawn)

~You are the song in my heart ~
lee hom feat selina

History please repeat ....

2008-02-02T08:24:00.000-08:00

Oh histroy please repeat yourself
For me
Oh can I hang the posters one more time
For you

I treasure every moment
I go crazy over that smile
I try to search every time
I try to search all the while

Oh please , please tell me how .
i cannot do it without ...
without...
without...

If you hear my voice...

2008-01-30T05:01:00.000-08:00

Through these years , I have been asking myself something , Why do other people have so much friends from other classes , yet I dont have that much , why i just cannot make an effective effect into these people , why aint I popular ?.

However now i just believe popularity aint Important , most importantly is i uphold justice and not let popularity get over me . however also , being popular aint very good . I have Friends that is already enough . Someone may say this is just an excuse . yes it may be it in your eyes , however thats what you think . I chose to be what i want . what's wrong with being number 2 or 3 or 4 or even the last ?

Sometimes people ask me why am i so shy and i dont have the courage to make frineds with others or even my relatives , i dont talk to them ? I've been thinking about it and i think only god knows the answer , so if you want to know , die and go up and ask :)

So anyway , new year is coming , and i really dont know how to make it an enjoyable one . i often have people asking me a lot of questions during new year , and I just make a smile and answer them .

One more thing is i hate people asking me why am i like that . Why have you got to know why am i like that? I really dont know whats happening in my life , what if everything can go as the way i like? wouldnt it be good?

I have found out i hate a lot of things , I want people to understand me . Is not that i dont want , is just that i cannot .

All the Things i want , i will try my best to get it , i shouldnt be afraid anymore . Well thats for what i want . AS for popularity and sociallisation , lets leave it a side HEHE . I feel really happy in school and alone , am i getting emo? sigh ARH PLEASE i cant RESIST iT ANYMORE!!!!

Wa my teachers are so fierce , thier temper would soon be realeased , welll hope that it is not on me ... okay i got to go , byebye !!!

If you hear my song
would you understand how i feel?
would your eyes be filled with tears?
although it is an incomplete melody
That is my Real voice ...

2008-01-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

I am so tired these days ... But I am really happy going to school somehow =)

My weekends are wasted again . I have to go ngee ann poly to do a stupid foosball project again . sigh . I am really so busy , I hope to have more days of rest first , then continue with my studies.

My body is going to colapse anytime soon . My precious time to sleep tomorrow is gone!!!

god tell me how am i going to rest , i dont want to go to the thing , There's nothing else i could say except " I am very tired!!"

my arms feel like loads of weights clinging on me

okay lets talk about some interesting things , i was so making a mistake on thursday , lucky i have wonderful friends who would forgive me ...

i have to say a big thank you to you all!

Okay thats all for today , i dont even know what homework i have now , sigh next week got physics test . bye ...

The meanings of life

2008-01-19T20:48:00.001-08:00

WAZAZAZAZAZAZ , I ,Marvin is back . beware for the most fearsome creature ever a life !

I just found out that homeworks got my cramps last week . I was like sleeping at twelve and doing 4 maths questions in 4 hours . Impressive eh?

Well i have so much homework that i felt so relieve to have time to do it on sundays . however there is one thing . And that is i dont feel like doing it . first lesson on the meaning of life , people yearns for something , however when they get it , the dont use it and instead yearn for other things .

Okay , now for the physics part . firstly physics is like so difficult . and thre was this time when i raised up my hand and mr lee saw me but the amazing thing ws that he did not come to me . this repeated for three times when he finally walk away . as in AWAY .

i did not write this whole thing a a time , i was like writng one paragraph after finish on maths question

now i am having potato chips . taste great .

Okay thats all , i have a serious headache

The meanings of life

2008-01-19T20:48:00.000-08:00

2008-01-12T04:31:00.001-08:00

Two days of Fun at the camp ... Really , although it was tiring .

Now I have lots of trouble because i missed the lessons during the two days .

I have troubles trying to figure out how to do my homework . But never mind , I can do it , I have friends to ask .

Now , Many people are not able to be trusted , and because of this , i have to be more careful .

What have i got to do .

oh my ... i tanned myself to black ...

Now i have to solve this problem . maths problem . sigh ... Got to go !

2008-01-06T02:13:00.000-08:00

Why is everyone so free on Sunday . Well you should not be , life is getting tougher on sundays . there is only one thing that is good on sunday and that is i can wake up later . thats all.

It is pretty boring as i hve so little time to do what i needed to do . i just cant find the infor i want , why doesnt she makes it clear what she want before she dies , then my job would be easier .

okay , nucleuse and cells are very complicated , biology is very complicated . i feel so bad down here , god please save me . thanks you . make me adapt

2008-01-04T23:59:00.000-08:00

It have not been very long from the holidays and now i have started to miss it . okay not throughly everything in the holidays . i should say i miss the days before holidays . the happy times i spent with my terrific class . sometimes i realy think something goods must come with something bad . this is the way of life .

I felt that social studies is so much work , why have this person got to die , if not i will not have to do so much work . still there is one bit of happiness in schhool reopening , i cant wait for the camp , seems fun . however it is not really easy to get the secondary ones to work together , it would be so difficult , their rebellious nature , i hope thats they would work with me to finsh the two days i got to admit the best time of the days is reces and after school so i can meet my friends! my real friends . And i sure do hope that i can succeed easily in the next two years .

Talking about my home life , actually it aint anything much cause it is still the same , i just hope that things can happen more smoothly for me . and my mundane life can get a little more intersting . and someoneplease stop saying things of high stupidity and please stop bootlicking other people , blogs are bad , cant venge or my anger or i may get a letter from the lawyer soon.

Wang lee hom somg reminds me of many times i had with 2G and just makes me sadder every second . now i need someone who could come and help me , lol i need a helper everytime .

Oh my god , i keep saying this phrase these few days , i wonder what have this got to do with god . Aint very easy to lead my life . my life is aboutto be "lame" to death . people in my classs just knock over me and dont seem to realise it . Do they have some sickness or what? And furthermore this aint the first time , it is always like that . Man cant thay be one bit kind a little ? Sigh ...

Time is so precious , time with friends and time for homework , time in class aint very precious .

Got to go continue my homework . so long my friends .

CHaNgE My ClAsS

2008-01-03T07:06:00.000-08:00

School officially sucks . not the learning . but something .... hais cant say it , sad . I am sick of my luck . Have i done something wrong? so god send me this stupid t****** ( thats not any vulgar word ) . and my stupid c********* ( this too ) , okay not all but ...

Today was a very shit day , thought of a song , i created this ;)

Social study aint very fun
lots of homework to be done
Class is a pretty shit
Not even worth laughing a bit
i miss my friends from different places
yet we all have one goal
GOALS as in it
Y'know as in GOALS

very typical shit song from me , lol .

now there are many unpleasant things happening to you , more of them to me , i regretted saying most of the teachers to be bad , fact is the arent , they are good and pretty impresive . i realise my mistake , when that stupid bitchy F***** appeared ( not vulgar ) . my life is so down
and now i have to cut this stupid hair . phew lucky gatsby and good look is there for me to help me .

not very fun fun lif for a not very fun guy and a very funny hair i got with a very nice life about to be cruched T.T . I want you , yes you come an get me out of hell , take me to a place i belong , the place of 43 hearts 1 soul .

2007-12-11T09:14:00.000-08:00

Today i am blogging in a very late hour , bout one i guess .

Okay not only today but for the past few days i have been doing so.

Today lets strongly remind ourselves that we are our own and we DO NOT need to follow what we dont like to do . Keep that sentence in mind .

Arh , i dunno what to do . morning i can watch the anime , and i haveto treasure the time as i have to go to my aunt house . the thing is it always rains which makes me feel very bored and reading gives me headache when it is raining . arh . i think i shall go pack the book tomorrow night .

I got this feeling when i give away the books the other party would have alredy bought it . I hope sis made a call . Well if this happen this spells trouble , humph i can predict what will happen next if it does happen .

Well never mind , got to treasure my own time , and use them wisely . dont worry i'll pack by tomorrow night , and everything would be just fine ...

Sometime people are unpredictable , is very difficult to predict . And authority does matters . high ranking officers are able to make something wrong into right , correct to incorrect , shit into gold , me into trouble . I have other high ranking officers , yet they only fufil the help by the mouths ... sad .

I wondered for very long , i know i cannot fight back , i will always lose , right or wrong is not a matter anymore . now is who . I have begun to lose hope in the battle , but dont worry , i may just win if i dont fight . nah or just maintain a draw would be fine .

Change me is useless , maybe we should change him/her/them , then it would be terrific! then you will see a lot of differents in your life . Wow i am so tired , physically and mentally , but i am able to keep myself happy , Which MANY people cant . thank god for this gift , it is good to be happy always .

if i am sad , what i'll do? well sometimes i go to the room and just kick the ball around an around . Guess what football is a great sport . although sometimes i find myself rather stupid , but no choice , the world around me is rather stupid too , so am i .

So people , if you are sad , someone will console you , however , thats not for long , HAHAHA
take care , HHAHAHAHA.

CHaNgE Him/HeR/tHeM.

2007-12-10T08:45:00.000-08:00

Today i played a game called romance of the three kingdom 11 . the game requires serious work of the mind , just like a rulr in the olden era.

Now i am very tired so decided not to blog .

bye!

CHaNgE Me
( i dont know why i have to type this stupid change me evrytime )

2007-12-09T05:39:00.000-08:00

ARh . I have come to revive my half dead blog .

I heard a new song by lee hom named as 'As time goes by ' . it is really a very nice song like a old melody in a very peaceful state , having a feeling like being in a countryside .

Congratulations to Lust , Caution for being the big winner in the 44th golden melody awards . although lee hom had no awards himself , but the programme have him playing the violin.

Sorry actually the programme should be the golden horse award .

If it was golden melody lee hom would definitely win an award . Erm maybe , not definitely , but a very high possibility . Is my sister's handphone having a siren ringtone? i guess so , sad to say ( and sorry to sis ) i always thought that the right tone was pretty ridiculous and stupid . well hope i heard wrongly .

hey guys 落叶归根 is a really nice song . be sure to catch it ;) . thats all !!

CHaNgE Me

2007-12-04T07:08:00.000-08:00

Today is the day when i return back from the class chalet . I really enjoyed the moments down there as it was full of fun and laughter and definitely a small pinch of lameness and stupidity . I learned a new game namely cheat and er i played a really very chalenging soccer .

firstly we have to thanks kai ling for BBQing all the food for me and er glenn for keping them for me .

Well its quite tired after the chalet and all fo us walk like zombies after the whole chalet .

I got this stupid cut in my right middle finger which makes many daily routing for difficult like styling of hair and using shampoo , and typing on the keyboard.

The water bomb was quite fun too , but the bomb malfunction cause it is very difficult to make it explode .

Okay , thats all for the day , byebye -,-

CHaNgE Me

2007-12-01T06:15:00.000-08:00

我改变自己发现大有不同，新一代的朋友我们好好的加油，大家一起大声地说 nanananana!

Artist : Wang lee hom

Album: 改变自己

Song:改变自己

Today is the day where i successfully change my blog skin . hahaha . Today a few of my friends came to my house and played some games .

After somany days , i fully realise the importance of changing myself , it is quite important , although we need to be who we are , but if it affects people on a large scale we really should do it .

whosh a few day to my chalet . my last gathering for the class.

Suddenly i remeber a lot of times together .

I remember when we were going to the sec one orientation camp , it was so enjoyable , really , although we were still strangers.

I remember it was world cup and i came to know a friend , the origin of my passion for football

I remember my first prefect duty as a backgate guardian . How we came to let in people although it was after time .

I remember the time where we were playing football and we manage to win the malays due to determination and a little bit of skill .

I hope these days can come back to me , er as in happen again , these happy times

thats all for today!

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-29T08:48:00.000-08:00

Today was a quite boring day as i spent the most of my day reading a book named ' dead reckoning ' ...

After all these i started to watch romance of the three kingdom , a really very nice show but should be improved because of the really ugly characters and really very slow acting . Maybe those were the days of the three kingdoms .

well i have a couple of really wierd dreams , does this bodes bad news or good news ?

I have to go after having nothing to blog

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day i blog since my computer was attacked by virus .

Well this few days i have been watching the show ' romance of the three kingdom ' . It is quite nice but i reckon the part where china had really been divided into three would be better , with more exciting battle and more brilliant stradegies .

I am going to buy books tomorow , humph , wonder what would happen ...

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-23T08:01:00.000-08:00

Zhao yun in dynasty warriors 6

Zhuge Liang

Jiang Wei

华人万岁 , 华人万岁 , 华人万岁华人万万岁 .

Artist: Wang Lee Hom

Album: 改变自己

Song: 华人万岁

Well , today i done research on a very famous person in the chinese history . This person is Zhu ge liang .He is talented in the arts of war , and often defeats the enemy with the brilliant command of his troops , ambush attacks , faking retreat , Fire attack , and often making the opponet indecisive as the are not sure if they would fall into zhu ge liang trap . All of his opponent says the are not as capable as Zhuge Liang after falling into his traps . HIs main oponent even regard him as " the greatest mind under heaven " . Although Given the chance to be the King , he refuse and hope to serve the son of liu bei after his death .

liu bei was requesting for zhuge liang service three times before he accepted , he help liu bei win many battles , many times he lost the battle was because of his food supplies running out instead of losing directly on the battle field . His successor is jiang wei . Also brilliant in tactics , jiang wei was serving for cao cao before he defected , but Due to Zhu ge liang tricks , jiang wei was hated by cao cao army and defected to liu bei army .

Zhu geliang is a very careful person and will not take much risk , he died at wu zhang plains while trying to conquer the north.

I think we have to know more about our history of the three kingdoms , i think i am going to rent the disc to watch. ARH dynasty warriors 6 is going to be out in PS3 oh my god how am i going to play?!?! well thats all for today

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-22T08:12:00.000-08:00

TODAY officially sucks as i cannot upload my blogskin!!! I think i need the help of my friend who introduced to me this website .

I have not much to blog about as I really have to go sleep . I think i shall post some picture of lee hom. I really want to change my blogskin as soon as possible . hais why are there so much problems now adays , wosh i have to solve them!

Now what i really wish is for the weekend to come quickly , And i really want to slim down , and hope i have a MP3 version of forget time forget me .

Suddenly got the thought that i fell into the own pit i dug , always like that . I always gave in when i was set to do something . maybe god is deciding that it is not good for me to do it . I feel like creating the lyrics of a song , well here i go ...

When i'm thinking about you ,

I got this surge of feeling too ,

awaiting you to come here ,

Sensing you are here ,

takes away my fear.

Sing it in the forget time forget me style , wo really nice.

Well thats all , i just hope to have a good night sleep

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-21T08:03:00.000-08:00

忘了时间忘了我，我的眼睛我的手，全部属于我，却跟着你走。
Forget time forget me , my eyes and my hands , all of them belongs to me , but they left with you.

Artist: wang lee hom

Album : not officially released

Song : 忘了时间忘了我。

Well , can someone define unfortunate to me ? how can a person be unfortunate? By losing or or not losing something . By having or not having something ? Anyone out there who thinks they are unfortunate . Come and compare with me . I was born with only six fingers you know . Oh yeah Six , there are many things that i couldnt do in my life . if you want to have a taste of my life , come on , take a pick at the choices

Choice No. 1 : Glue all the fingers of your left hand to your palm excluding the thumb.
Items Needed: Super duper strong glue , A certifite human .
Warning : I personally is not responsible for anything that happens to you or your family
Accuracy: 65%

Choice No. 2 : Cut off all the fingers except your thumb on your left hand
Items needed : Certifite surgeon and human , cash .
Warning: I personally is not responsible for anything as this is a permanent programme .
Accuracy:95%
Reminder : Keep the fingers in the Freezer to prevent it from rotting so nex ttime you MAY be able to attach it back .

Well have you taken your choices? And also children , do not try this at home . Well after trying to live with it for a few days lets go to a few scenarios .

Scenario number one : you are trying to eat you favourite roti prata . and you are trying to decide which hand to hold which utensils .you soon found out that your strenth was not enough to hold the utensils , what do you do?
A) request your Mum to tear the roti prata for you
B) eat the roti prata without tearing
C) Call SGH and request the immediate attachment of your fingers

Scenario number Two : After you solve the problem , you went back to your house and decided to have a game of Street fighter with yuor siblings , You soon find out you have no control over over the key control on you left as you cannot press , now you siblings is killing you slowly by just punchin you! What are you gonna do ?
A)Pull of your opponents control analog so he cannot move , and balst him off with a 30HIT combo
B)Act that you have a stomachache and rush to the toilet , so the game can be stopped and say you are too ill to play later
C)Tell your siblings that they should study more and stop playing games and switch off the console

Fianl scenario : you are request to make a butterfly using your shadow of your hand , you found out that it is impossible , what do you do?
A) buy a box of butter and throw is so it can 'fly'
B) Say that You are a ghost and probaly do not have a shadow
C) Go to the garden and kill a butterfly and just flash it under the light .

Summary : Strong glue -$5
Surgery- $ 1000
rotiprata -$0.60 ( Flour price is rising )
knowing Marvin' s life - priceless

For everything else there's mastercard.

NOw you know how is my life . But I am not really unhappy with my life , I cherish my life . So anyone of you out there thinks that you are Very unfortunate , think again . Whether you are unfortunate anot , depends on what you think of you self , and of course what is unfortunate to you . For anybody out there Feeling very depress or even fell like killing yourself . remember , not everyone is unlucky , but everyone is definitely unique , just like me .

Well I think i had a really happy time insulting myself . However i am not really sad as I live for not myself , but for those around me , instead of adding them troubles by thinking of this unsolvable problem all the time , why not spent more time for other things , really important things. erm like buying rose? And who gave me such a good inspiration , Myself , cause i really love myself there fore i wont hurt myself by thinking of stupid problems .

Now , what i really want now is to have a good night sleep , a good night dream , and i hope to meet sagitarus somewhere soon . Cause sagittarus makes me forget all my problems, wow thiking already have done so .

So thats all for tonight country folks , continue to listen to lee hom and change yourself.

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-20T06:39:00.000-08:00

山羊水瓶双鱼牧羊座 , 金牛双子巨蟹座 , 狮子処女天枰天歇射手座.

Artist: Wang lee Hom

Album : 心中的日月

Song: 星座

Hi everyone , today I discovered That your astrological sign can be quite fun , wow and indeed quite accurate! Haha Hey people , what is your sign . In the song mentioned above , it says a girls heart can chang regularly , and before we men attack , let's ask the women 's sign first ! well I think i gonna explain the sign of some people I know , and see whether it suits them anot!

LIBRA --Astrologers broadly agree that the following are the characteristics of Libra: The Libra person is co-operative, diplomatic, sees both sides, open-minded, just, urbane, fair, partnership oriented, avoids conflict, refined, balanced, graceful, charming, debative, idealistic, equalitarian and sociable. They can sometimes also rationalize, be easily deterred, indecisive and lazy

VIRGO --The Virgo person is practical, industrious, efficient, thorough, methodical, exacting, precise, detail-oriented, observant, critical, work and service oriented, painstaking, pragmatic, modest, discreet, health and cleanliness conscious, mentally active, and flexible. They can also be fussy, nervous, pedantic, petty, and over-critical. Suitable occupations are where analytical and practical, methodical qualities are needed; such as doctor, teacher, psychologist, nursing and health and hygiene sectors, scientist, accountant, secretary, inspector.

SAGITTARIUS--The Sagittarius person is freedom-loving, extrovert, straigHtforward, philosophic, idealistic, sincere, intellectual, knowledgeable, philosophical, broad-minded, truth-seeking and telling, just, fUnloving, athletic, adventurous, expansive, and optimistIc They can also sometimes be blundering, careless, exaggerative, know-it-all, over-indulgent, tactless and scattered. Suitable occupations are where free-ranging and versatile Qualities are needed where philosophical traits are important; such as churchman, lawyer, philosopher, interpreter, teacher, politician, explorer, also working with anImals

Wow did you see that ! haha quite fun aint it? well if yours is not in it , then so sorry cause i have no time ..haha

Now I think it is time to say something bout myself , haha , actually today was a quite boring day . i only did one newspaper article , humph not very impressive. Played abit of dynasty warriors , then followed by blogging ... well thats all , hope you like wang lee hom , haha

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-19T05:56:00.000-08:00

woo 此刻你心里想起谁 , woo 努力也未必能胜天 yea yea

Artist : wang lee hom

Album : unbelievable

Song :此刻你心里想起谁(who are you thinking of at this moment)

Hi everyone , i have come to blog again , maybe i fallen in love with blogging , haha . well today let me introduce to you a song . yup the song up there^ . woo i just love this song , simple and smoothing . Well lets talk everyone , who are you thinking of at this moment . Family? Girlfriend? idols? ... well there is a lot aint there . however thinking can be tough aint it ? humph thinking of sad things or happy thing?

Well Today , I got a prefect duty at school , got bored and started thinking , Thought of many people , good ones , bad ones , and some who i dont know and vice versa . well , each person has its own thinking , own opinion , its own life , and who knows , i might appear in your life the very second you view this blog ... haha .

things aint going so well for me , trying to find someone , but she is always not there . hais are my dreams to end here? i need a little help from this person , i must successfully accomplish my mission . hehe , rubbish . i miss mee goreng after only four days? hais , i feel that we have to put effort if we want to get something good , and further more , it aint as difficult is it?humph well well , i better learn more from zhu ge liang or sun zi , for some stradegies.

I think my blog really lacks some pictures man , hey i think i shall put erm , er dont know leas.

Wahaha wahaha wahaha i think i really crazy ... hehe . i want to drink wahaha mineral water . got wang lee hom

Ok thats all for today ...byebye .

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-18T07:26:00.000-08:00

Today i wasnt very happy ,Thinking of why are we often compared to those who are more unfortunate then us . That is only self consoling . I've been thinking for very long , why does it happen , well I often get over it , but when I am angry , I thought of the same old problem again , same old damn problem , unsolvable .

You know what do I really hate ? I hate people telling me what to do , no matter if you are right , I am wrong . Yes I agree I must change myself , but not to following people orders to do what I do not like . I do what I like , I do not care what you people think . YEs I may be wrong , however , I am happy being wrong at least .

Second thing , I hate people telling me what to do again and again when i dont like it . i hate people continously asking me something when i already said I DON"T KNOW . I hate peole scolding me for nothing wrong i have done , if you think i did wrong , suits you , do not implant your llife into mine , that lowly life of yours .

For time and time again I think i hated a lot of things , I really hated a lot of things . i felt i was always wrong , but some people out there , will know me . I have to show them i can retaliate , I lose my temper before , but no one cares . I am happy not when i eat really tasty food , I really love eating instant mee goreng and strawberry fruitshake .

But I have a freind that is really close to me , and i must really thank him . that person is wei jie . He let me know what kinda sports i like . although he is a little lazy or sort of uncaring , I guess a friend able to share my secret is enough , further more I am also uncaring and lazy ( sorry wei jie , for speaking bad bout you ) . well my sister is scolding me again , right now when i am typing this post I guess i shall leave it to her . Well its been a tired day and i must wake up tomorrow , early , and maybe have a plate of mee goreng in the afternoon? i really hope going to school bring surprises to me :) ... finally i smile , when i am think of something , really , really beautiful

Thank you MR . BLOGSPOT . for listening to my unhappy and boring story .

CHaNgE Me

2007-11-17T08:19:00.000-08:00

Last christmas I gave you my heart ,
but the very next day you gave it away.

Suddenly thought of this song , well its been long since last christmas as this christmas steps near . I felt so tired today , my eyes was almost closing during blogging . I still dont know how to change my blog skin to the one i like .

Hey everyone , do you all have somebody that you can share your deep down secrets? Haha you should have one dont you ? Wa i saw that really scrappy Arsenal goal today , arh Manchester untied might be too unlucky...thats all for today!

CHaNgE Me

my first post

2007-11-16T08:24:00.000-08:00

Aha , first post ... today has been a really bad day . although good news came , but this good news bring needles to me . Maybe this is fate , as I continue to devise my stradegies , i sulk at the moon , wating for the hero . Alright skip all these rubbish , well i like wang lee hom , a taiwanese singer and somg composer , hope you like it too . I think i would upload it some other times (as in the song ) . he sings really well , but he is not famous in Singapore . Yup thats leehom on top , in his new album ' change me '. he deals with issues like religious and globalwarming issues in his album . Two of his previous album have chink out style , which is blending chinese music with western hip hop . on the shangri-la album , he focus on china minority musucal instruments , and followed by peking opera and kunqu on his second chink out album . By the way chink is a insult word for chinese . and he was often insult when he was young in america . yup he grew up in america . Well now he trys to save the Earth by asking people to conserve energy in hus latest album . A little change makes a big different , start changing today , for the future of the Earth